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AS I DECAY EP

by WICKED WORLD

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1.
"(I don’t believe in heaven I believe in pain I believe in fear I believe in death) Lost a bet with God Now I’ve got to deal with the devil I need a new fix that will keep me from his tricks Something’s in my brain, driving me insane A thirst for blood, my vision is stained I open my eyes, don’t see what I believe I beg the reaper, 'please come for me' But he told me I’d be left behind Just how long can I stay trapped in my mind? Every night I fall asleep Hoping I’ll forget to breathe through the night I just wait for the day I die to be rid of this disease called life Cursed by the demons Damned by the angels I’ll beg God for your kiss of death Filth foamed from my mouth Waiting for death to begin Now rid me of this sickness Free me from the fate of sin When your lips won’t whisper out the words That I’ve been dying to hear I’ll put my fingers to your mouth And wait for the silence I can’t bear I’d rather 'Talk to the fist cause the jaw is broken' I close my eyes, see what I believe My insides burning, I finally breathe Send me to the bottom of the sea Where none of your love can sink me”
2.
"I thought I'd fight harder than I did God would call me the victor, I'd be in his favor But the sun disappeared, my soul started fading Through all this love, I only kept hating I shout your name 3 times Curse it every other night Every morning, I fall in hate again Darkness surrounds me My demons overtake me To get into heaven, I'd sell my own soul I wait to fade Nail by nail I’ll dissect this world Nail by nail I’ll dig my own hole I wait to fade (What do you want? Penance, to cleanse your soul) When did peace ever plan to find me? All I found was a God to forsake me If we could shed blood for our own sins Would there be need for repentance? I just like to watch myself suffer No sleep, No pills will bring me comfort So I'll take the nails and push them into my skull Look at my scars, I've paid my dues in full I'm fading out I fade out"
3.
"Face it I’ve been burning on this world far too long Now God’s trying to bring me home I was always taught to fight fire with fire The ash keeps piling up higher and higher I could spend my days trapped in the snow Freeze forever until the frost takes over The fire’s always at my feet And just to see the red I’ll cut my throat to become alive Free yourself from reality Free yourself from all truth 'Hypocrite, watch your back' I am watching mine And stretching my neck to the sky I will bite my tongue until I break my teeth To show the world I am truly weak I guess it’s time to fight the flames until I face the cold And when the Sun comes I’ll cover my eyes I’ll only see red I’ll only see red”
4.
The Deep 04:20
"Life has expired, the light has gone out Where do I go when I can’t find my way out? I pull my throat down, scream till the lungs collapse Swallow my sins as a way to relapse I’ve grown too fond of the sin I dwell in Fading into the moments when I lose myself Black earth has become my grave I’ve lost all hope in being saved But I still scream till the lungs collapse Spit out sin as a way to relapse But with every curse I rain down on this earth I despise I’m spitting in the face of Christ Can I kill myself and still find heaven? Suicide could be the salvation I seek Maybe God is the only company I need So just bury me, the worms will feed The breathing deep The rope tighter The breathing heavy The beat slower I tie the noose at the gates of Hell Hang myself up so no one will tell This will be my last sin and God damn it Has God damned me?”
5.
Vexed 01:12
"(There ain’t nothing left but fire and brimstone Can’t you hear? Can’t you hear? It’s the Lord’s day of judgment Four trumpet blasts The seals have been opened And the horsemen dispatched Three more blasts And He closes the book On this wicked Wicked World)”
6.
"I’ve found solitude in my thoughts of suicide Feeling life in not being alive Where’s God if he’s not here holding me back from the edge? I stare up from the barrel I’m at the bottom and I’m never coming back Mother mercy, take me away As I decay, there’s nothing left to save I’ll find peace beneath the ground Hear my screams and know I’m safe and sound I will burn where I belong I stare up from the barrel I’m at the bottom and I’m never coming back You can’t pull me up from this abyss I’m endless as the darkness comes over me 'I long for death My bitter soul to return to dust May the stars of my morning be dark May it look for light but have none May I not live past the dawning of my birth' My will to live is dead”
7.
"I can’t seem to find anything inside of me Erase every memory that I believe Burn out my eyes as I watch the world now blind I can’t look passed all the dirt buried away in my mind In my mind, in my mind, in my mind Tortured Is there no salvation in my redemption Only freedom in my damnation? Just give me reason to breathe 'Cause all I do is find new ways to bleed There is no escape from what I’ve done I’ll never shine bright under an open sun So what’s left to keep me sane? I’ll just put a bullet in my brain I want to forget the pain I won't feel anything I’ve reached my breaking point I got lost in the light There was nothing to guide my path So I found my way in darkness God has left me for dead My mind’s under constant attack Bury the cross in my back Nothing’s left to keep me sane I’m putting this bullet in my brain I will forget the pain I don’t feel anything I can’t seem to find anything inside of me Iron faith in nothing I can’t seem to find anything inside of me Iron faith in no one”

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released January 28, 2015

Recorded, mixed, mastered, and engineered by Nick Nativo at The Nook Recording Studio 2014.

Artwork by Mark De Gruchy at Landmind Design.

All music written, performed, and copywritten by WICKED WORLD.

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